I feel like I can’t have a happy life without him, but I didn’t have a happy life with him. Doesn’t make any sense. I feel so alone, and hopeless about love. I don’t want to give up on meeting the one, but it hurts. I’m so afraid of being rejected again. Maybe I just need a little more time to heal.
Sunday June 12, 2016 marks our two-year anniversary. That’s probably why I’m so emotional right now. I am trying to move on but it’s hard. Even though I know it’s completely over.